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"Fate is like a strange, unpopular restaurant filled with odd little waiters, who bring you things you never asked for and don’t always like." -Lemony Snicket |
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waiteng's mindless musings,daily rantings,random photography and favourite lyrics.I feel like i always never have enough time .There are too many choices available,and not enough time to engage in them all. As much as i plan my life out, I love the spontaneity in people. I'll try to blog in accurate english but forgive me if i make mistakes. i'm human, just like you guys.(: tagboard
No one means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean, for words are slippery and thought is viscous. credits
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i can't emphasize how much i can't.stand.bad.English. i'm okay with it if it's casual, like on msn. but in formal writing, like letters,petitions, programme booklets, i would really appreciate if the authors and those vetting could put in a little more effort. i mean, Microsoft Word does those squiggly lines for a reason right? there's nothing like reading a beautiful sentence with a misspelled word in it. it makes everything ugly. the whole paragraph. the whole damn thing! punctuation also. ok i shall not start on that. I can't upload pictures as blogger loves me too much. so bear with words. I wanted to head to bed already but i just have to get this out before i forget. Honestly, i wanted to stop playing , but after a good talk with someone more experienced in life, i am really thankful for the advice. What you guys have said about me did hurt, and congratulations on achieving that. Be it that you were or weren't aware, or you were "just joking", ( i always believe behind every "just joking" there's some truth to it)words can act like knives and scar more than sticks and stones can. Why i lash out at people, or i'm er, "hostile" as suggested by some guy, is because i want you to feel how much words can make you bleed. Or perhaps i'm just sick and tired of being nice but getting the worse side of people in return. "There's no win or lose in this gamble, but only win or back to square one." Perhaps that's what i need to be reminded of. After avoiding for nearly one year, i only realized how silly i was tonight. I couldn't give up, yet i forced myself to, which made me fall into this..... senseless and awkward situation where i'm caught in limbo between myself. "Not good enough" was just an excuse, not a reason. Am i ready yet? Seriously speaking, i'm not so sure of the answer. I just don't want to regret or disappoint myself;which sadly, must have filled the past 16 years of my life. Nothing is as interdisciplinary as Music is, yet nothing is as simple as producing it. More often than not, i think people forget that one of the fundamentals to playing music is to be real, to put your heart out in front of your audience. I was trying to hard to be someone i want, but i'm not. Now is the time to move on with courage and take a leap of faith. And this time, i'll give it my best shot. Now, i can go to bed with a clear mind. Thank you. Would you choose memories or to move on? I don't know either. Choosing not to move on, all the bad memories will continue to haunt you but at the same time the good ones serenade you.Memories would include the sweet ones, the not so sweet ones, and the terrible ones. Those held closely to your heart. Makes moving on seem like detaching oneself from a piece of who you are, hmm? A phrase often overused, "The future is uncertain". Sometimes you just have to jump, with both legs in.And the only direction to look is forward. Is it possible to bring memories along as you move on? Can you have your cake and eat it? That only time will tell. Take some time of to read this: Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is." Time, where are you? |